struggle

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do you ever experience the feelings of struggling?

it's like
you know that
you are not supposed to do certain things

but you cant do it.
you fall into the traps of enemies.

you try to get back yourself to the track.

but when everything is on the track,

temptation came and you fall into it again.

it's like a cycle that never ends.

every time you fall,

you feel ashamed

you feel like hiding yourself from justice.

deep down inside your heart you know that 

you will never get away yourself from the judgement.

hopeless

helpless

i could never tell anyone i have done such things

it's so ashamed

so embarrassing

i feel like i am a slave for this sin.

what should i do.....

i am looked good at the outside

but inside my soul is miserable


who knows that?

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